Ending my depression
Just waiting for a trigger
Dare anyone point a finger?
Might as well end all with a rope
Pulled from all sides
I wished my eyes give no sight
Dressed smartly in a tie
But the heart's all corrupted with gray dye
Like a ship tossed unto jagged rock
My soul can find no restful dock
Hanging on a prayer
I know when I am not a player
My strength whittles by the pulling train
Only You can remove this very strain
How long, how far
Must I crawl before I see Your star?
Help me Lord
Please don't let me rot
Spreading my broken wings
By Your grace, please let me sing!
Then I hear Your whisper soft and sweet
On my knees, that's all I need
Oh! My soul cries out Holy Holy Holy!
Truly, nothing can compare to Your glory
My wonderful Saviour, most beautiful Groom
Who lifts me up from my worldly gloom
During my trials I bled from open gash
But who can compare to Your blood and flesh?
Suddenly my heart knows
It was necessary for my growth.
For you add zero value like suppression
Tested I am, but His spirit guides
And I know I am His beautiful bride.
- The End -
Yes, I was depressed this morning but after penning this for 2 hours, I am better now. Hope this helps others who are depressed too. Cheers!
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